Read: Romans 4:13-25
“Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed. . .” – Romans 4:18
How many times in our lives have we faced trials and tribulations for which we have little or no hope? Once? Twice? More?
For me, many times.
For many years in my first marriage, I pleaded with the Lord: When will this abuse/addiction/adultery ever end? Do I forgive and forgive and forgive again? For how long? And at what cost? Until there is nothing left of me, or at least nothing recognizable?
Or do I risk a new life?
With little more than a pocketful of faith, I left my 28-year marriage with the clothes on my back and a few mementos, walking into the unknown.
Slowly, through prayer and counsel and reflection and time, I rose to the surface anew, raised to life again from the proverbial dead.
Did I do this alone? By no means! There were sisters, friends, and even strangers. Late night phone calls and time alone in nature. Tears and more tears before a hint of a smile (the laughter came later). And through it all, Christ.
“Without weakening his faith,” Abraham believed. Let it be so for all of us as we face insurmountable odds. May we be strengthened in our faith through our inevitable trials and tribulations—and give all the glory to God for seeing us through.
Dear Lord, in the midst of our troubled lives, thank you for shouldering our burdens. Soli Deo Gloria. Amen.
-Ashley E. Sweeney